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Pernah tahu rasanya merasa menjadi satu-satunya,

Ternyata tidak?

Atau pernah merasakan kah kamu,

Bola yang kamu siapkan untuk menunjukan aksimu,

Pada akhirnya, teman satu tim-mu yang menggunakannya?

Aku rasa, dia memang ahlinya.

Berulang kali tersakiti dan dianggap sepele.

Dan ternyata, aku pun akan--bahkan

Sudah merasakannya.

Berbulan bersama,

Duduk manis menikmati pertunjukan,

Tanpa sepatah kata, memang sulit.

Tapi apa memang ini artinya 'terima kasih'

yang kamu bicarakan?

Layaknya buku sastra berbicara 'sama-sama'?

Layaknya buku norma menyatakan perbedaan setiap orang?

Seperti aku dan kamu yang jauh berbeda.

Begitu-pun dengan dia--yang kamu,

Tinggalkan dengan 1 apungan huruf kapital

Nyanyian dalam hati itu, patut hilang.

Nyanyian dalam tulisan punya ku padanya,

Mungkin sebaiknya tidak kugunakan not balok.

Sulit bagi--kamu memainkan temponya.

Siulan soak' pun rasanya cukup.

Akhirnya semua ini sekedar hobi harianmu,

Atau memang sejak awal--

Kamu sudah membuat proposalnya?

Dengan kepanitiaan yang terpercaya?

Windha Satya Amidarmo (08/2012)

Dazzle got the move to India!

Dazzle!

Definitely Awesome with a Zizzing Zombies that Living with Exhilaration

jadi, kelas 9D gue dapet India-Sulawesi buat pagelarannya. alhamdulillahnya untuk daerah ini, kelas gua cocok banget, apalagi secara fisik huehehe. kendalanya, emm ketemu nya itu._. agak susah bikin sejarah biar mereka bareng hahah. yaa semoga teratasi deh yaa. aamiin

teruus, hari rabu kemaren ini, tanggal 8, 9D ngadain bukber di rumahnya Nidya. awalnya gua agak ragu, kaya roman roman mau garing gitu._. karna baru kenal 2 minggu kaan. eh ternyata ngga-_- rameee banget! seru banget. yang dateng juga lumayan. gua, nidya, rau, muthia, icha, yasya, akifa, ferron, tista, indira, fitri, ayunda, espraldy, irfan, bintang, opang, fadli. pertama minum es buah enak banget deh, terus makan baso. abis itu patungan seorang 5000 buat beli petasan sama kembang api. abis bintang aldy beli, kita main, seru pokonya. thanksss banget 9D!

 ltr: rau, ayunda, yasya, akifa, tista, icha, nidy, ferron

 ltr: rau, icha, irfan, akifa, tista, fadli, aldy, ayun, indira

 ltr: aldy, irfan

 ltr: akifa, nidy, windha, tista

 ltr: akifa, nidy, windha, icha, irfan, aldy, rau

 ltr: nidy, yasya, icha, ayun, rau, windha, aldy, tista, irfan

 ltr: indira, ayun, icha, aldy, nidy, rau, akifa, yasya, tista

ltr: windha, bintang-_-, fadli

PSS' break fasting

happy fasting! 7th august i had a break fasting with my pss' friends. actually, with the indonesian friends. then in the middle of dinner, we just realize that day was 'Day-3 months' 1 year we hosted the pioneer student. so when we finished, we do flashback the activity and schedule when we hosting them. and its really hurtssss. why? next november they dont come here. well, some of them come, but the shift 3 so its kind of different generation. cause i was shift 2. and here some list of people that i missed, check this one out:

1. definitely, absolutely. DAMIA AZMI!
my guest, and my host. shes really exclaimed! and i dont know when i will meet her again. dont know when, dont know where :""""""

2. Muhammad Raziqin
well, you know the reason. coercion.

3. Leow Jing Kang
the awesome one. the second for being perky.

4. Ariff Mikail
chum-chum!!!!

5. Dania Azmi
damia's lil sist. nice and cute!

6. all of shift 2&3!

anjritttt pokonya kemaren bukber bener2 flashback dan jlepp abis. haaah yaa yang jelas 1-4 itu ga akan kesini lagi, dan mereka lah yang paling gue kangenin. entah kenapa. mungkin karna easygoing dan welcomingnya itu yang ga tanggung2! aaah missed you so muchhh guys:'''''''

much love,

late post.

"Dark Knight"

It's been four long years of waiting, but "The Dark Knight Rises," the conclusion of Christopher Nolan's Batman trilogy, finally hits theaters this weekend. yihaaaaa! and i havent watch it-_-. whereas, since i was kid i've loved it so damn muchh. i always being hysterical if his new episode was in DC Comics'. even though, i dont really understand with the language, 'cos DC isnt using indon's. full english. hahaha well i just gettt a really wonderstruck when seeing his sign, so much awesome.

and now maybe to celebrate what may be Christian Bale's final run as DC Comics' Dark Knight, i've found a lots of website from american put together a list of five epic Batman songs, here we go:


1. from the ironic -- 'Prince's - Batdance'
2. to the lesser-known -- 'Panic! at the Disco's - Mercenary'
3. named after the skyline Batman protects -- 'R. Kelly's - Gotham City'
4. lady of Rage sings, starting off -- 'Snoop's - Batman & Robin' track
5. Cash Money actor-turned-rapper pulls no punches in his -- 'Bow Wow - Batman'

have you watched it? :)

again.

do i have to walk up or whatever to talk privately with them?

or should i contact them one-by-one then say sorry?

for all the things that happened in the past?

i dont mind to get back to that situation, i dont mind to leave him just like before

i dont mind to hurts or even breaks the trust they gave like what i did to you guys.

that just me with the childish mind. you better like this, and dont ever look back.

i feel so bad now, when three of you do care to me, really care, i even give you a f*ck.

i never treat you like what it supposed to be.

hi 2 years, congratulation your hair is getting back now, yeah, just like the first time we met.

dinosaur! different with the last time we met, different with the last time we skype. looks more than just a teenage, cooler than a shark. thanks for doing everything for me to the fullest.

last, you. the last. you've just become largely what i want when i disappears from yours. kinda too late.

but, am i doin' wrong if i still miss you guys?

of course with a different way

i just miss the time when i get really stupid, to waste your favor.

you just be like what i really like, when i accidentally open your page.

and find out that youre different now, people growing up, and people move on.

little bit sucks. little bit crestfallen.

r.

7/12