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23.4.13

this is how we say, goodbye

kok bisa gini ya, kok gini ya rasanya. 
atau emang gini...tapi lupa?
harus ya se-musingin ini, senyakitin ini.
atau emang sebenernya lebih dari ini...tapi udah kelamaan jadi gasadar?
em kesepiannya gils, rasa sendirinya kerasa.
apa emang dari dulu gini...tapi ya namanya juga ngurang.
makin dikit aja yang tinggal dirumah...yagasi? apa cuma karna sekarang..
timingnya aja yang ga pas bikin banyak kehilangan?



honestly, yesterday i was thinking if i tell u abt school stuffs. you will be extremely happy, 'cos in the other side, youll remembering your best time of your life. being the first headmaster. i know you would love it. and i decided, to tell you all of the stories after my national examination. but well, those things just too late. finally&lately i'm sorry for being too busy, maybe you're ever thinking that i dont even care with people around....and home. by the way, i'm not. i do care until i felt a bit tired, so reached home after 6 - got in to my bedroom - locked the door until morning - then went school.

in the end, i just want to say sorry.and honestly i really really love you grandma.

best regards,
your grand-daughter in the next door.
for my super-duper best grandma ever! rest in peace, 23rd april '13.


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